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This will be my last entry in LJ...so long...I do not exist here nor anywhere else..
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I'm thinking after i learn some int mage qigong(attacker) skills..i'm learning some support skills. that is after lvl 140. ^^..which imply that i am now lvl 107 Yahoooooo..hehehe...watch:



or if you can't go to here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POWGlZkp83w

p.s: james i know your bored to look into this..*wink*and no i am not giving up on RAN or bored with it
Current Location:
Home...
Feelings:
excited in RAN excited in RAN
Rythmic Sounds:
RAN theme song
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This is what i found in You Tube...so cool..this will be me soon. so far i got is until Scroll of Chi. Nyuk..but check out Wrath of Gaia..OMG..so cool


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2E0mxWedWcg" />

or



either one...try..dunno it works or not...*wink*
Current Location:
Home...snowball sleeping
Feelings:
sooo...sleepy sooo...sleepy
Rythmic Sounds:
RAN theme song
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I love this view...a pic of Leonine Campus entrance from RAN online game..so cool and haunting. Its a dead campus...Nyahahhaa

Current Location:
Home...playing with my snowball kitten
Feelings:
weeee... weeee...
Rythmic Sounds:
none
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Something I've done during my holidays...Nyahahaha...next week is still my holidays..T.T starting on the 15th college starts..T.T plus i'm going into Illustration...I dun even know what to get for my first two subjects..T.T Visual Fundamentals and Illustration 1. T.T...James..what do I get for these classes..Can pls tell me what to get? Arclic? Gouche? Watercolors? whos the lecturers? I hope its not kin sun...His name scares me..T.T Waaaaaaaa I'm so confuse...At home i did nothing but sketching reliasm artwork and stupid looking robots..T.T....my figure drawing..i forgotten how to do figure...darn. Alwiz out of proportion. sigh.

ANYway....this is for Comic Fiesta 2006 booth selling....sigh:

Current Location:
The CC in my area...sigh..quiet..not like the one in sunway
Feelings:
jumpy jumpy
Rythmic Sounds:
background clicking of keyboards and mouse..O.O
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Hey its me again..here at home very noisy ... full of cats here.. Having loads of fun doing nothing...actually something. When I'm not at CC of course. I had been stuck up doing maid headbands..dunno if its lolita but headbands for Evangeline. *grins* had bought lolita black laces from Aki's mom shop at Amcorp mall together with Saintaya..Speaking of her..her college is soooo cool. doubt the fact that the people there dresses differently from ours here in One Academy. but it seems the people there look friendly though. hmm. Anyway..back to the shop in Amcorp mall..well...she have loads of cool stuff..cute buttons, variety of ribbons..omg. Boy i love those shops. ANyway...I've been going to KLCC often due to my sis is having some interviews and workshop at Jalan Ampang so when she does that i have some window shopping in KLCC...went to my favorite at Teddy Tales bought something for Eva once more and I went to Lovely Lace. Tempted to buy stuff there but...simply couldn't due to the price listed on the tags. Hmm..maybe Eva might like the cushions there...*broswe thru* Man I love shopping. Hey Aya..wanna shop there? *dragges Saintaya and Shinku* then we have loads of time photoshooting...Nyahahaha....Tender Zen models on the prowl...>w< These few days Eva has been playing the part of a Maid..not indonesian/filipine maid..ahem but a lolita maid..Nyahhahaha...headband, choakers, dress(by aya's mom), I even add in the apron hehehe *will show you guys soon* hmm...the shoes need changing..that's the odd part. *sees Leekeworld for alice in wonderland shoes* I've been away from online these past few days. I feel like RANning once more. oh...my maple..i've stop playing for a few months now. seems to me that RAN has interest me once more. Found some nice ppl helping me out on Lvling me up and help me on quest..nice ppl. hehe..i'm now doing the quest on going out of school which i'm now level 30 Bwhahaha..i can cast inspire..7 more levels left i can cast fortify..nyahahahhaa...i'm so happy. sigh.
Current Location:
In my sister's office. using her comp. will be in CC soon.
Feelings:
lalalala lalalala
Rythmic Sounds:
aircond blowing and keyboards clicking
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I wont be posting much thing due to the fact that holidays are coming and i'll be away for the holiday..another thing is my hometown will not be having the internet connection as well as here in sunway. Well sort of. Most of the time i'll go to the CC anyway but i wanna save money so i'll cut down the spending. so I'll be on a leave for LJ and that's includes DA. ^_^ cya peeps around. Oh i'll be seeing saintaya very soon *grins*
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XD...i called it Thorns and Roses Slumber Theme.

Current Location:
Rose land
Feelings:
AnCafe Rawks AnCafe Rawks
Rythmic Sounds:
Odoru Meruhen Tokei by Antic Café ◊ Shelly Trip Realize
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OMG OMG OMG...sugeh..O.O

: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GpL7nmhw1wg

by the way..Bookmark making is fun..I'm addicted

Current Location:
Home IN sunway..the city that never sleeps
Feelings:
weeeeee helping to promote weeeeee helping to promote
Rythmic Sounds:
Seikeirei ~ seki-ray ~by Gackt
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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-Eerie Queerie..XD...urm..its yaoi manga...

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can
-and do what?? O_O''

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- urm...when i was a kid?

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
-3.30 a.m?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
-3.50 a.m. HAhaha

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- my fan...-_-''

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- at 9.45am till 5.00pm. attend jamesie's moral class then went to CC for awhile..then gone to piramid to get stuff for eva..XD

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- LOL...Papa kissed in the Dark..incest yaoi anime..hehehe

9. What are you wearing?
-T-shirt and track suit..XDD.

10. Did you dream last night?
-XD the arrival of Esmeralda..my second girl..XD

11. When did you last laugh?
-LOL...when i was reading Eerie Querie the 6th time..XDDD

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- FFX2 Posters. Naruto posters and Totoro posters

13. Seen anything weird lately?
- urm...nothing..much..

14. What do you think of this quiz?
- ????

15. What is the last film you saw?
- Honesly..Vandetta and UltraViolet..XD

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- Finish Eva's family circle plus thier outfit i so wanted to get so long ago from Dollhearts along ther shoes...Dollhearts outfit..T_T.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
- I'm in love with Gackt..XD..

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
- hmm...XDDDD the price drop on dolfies..XDDDDD so malaysian ppl can afford to buy them..XDDD

19. Do you like to dance?
- naw

20. George Bush
- Bushy? LOLz....urm..dunno him much..

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
- O_O''' I already have my first girl..her name is Eva..although she is my sister..XDD

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- urm..gonna get him next year..he's name is Eclairmont..the most high class eclair chocolates in the world..XDD

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
- Used to...was in UK for 15 years..XDD well..the next place..hmm..dunno...

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
- Welcome home my child..sigh..

25. 3 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
- Mi_chi_ru
- Saintaya
- Joeykaiba....
can i add one more..XD...
-lavhire..XDDD

100 Things About Me

1. Full Name: John Benedict Ng Miang Ern
2. Nicknames: Yoshikuni Tsubasa, Yoshi-kun, Yoshiki, Wendy-chan..-_-''', Wendy-kun O_O''. chibiyoshiki..XD.
3. Birthday: December 22nd, 1983
4. Place of Birth: Malaysia
5. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
6. Male or Female: A girl in a guy's body..I'm a guy .. LOL
7. Grade: what grad? urm...dunno..
8. School: TOA, The One Academy
9. Occupation: Student...ex-Digital Animation student..now Illustration..XDD
10. Residence: i think its terrace ~kua
11. Screen Name: Chibiyoshikuni

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: Dark brown, blonde, platinum blond, white, black
13. Hair Length: neck length
14. Eye color: dark brown
15. Best Feature: urm..attitude..XD..ppl say i should cut down on the nice part..should I??
17. Braces?: Nah
18. Glasses?: Yesh....but i look good without them..
19. Piercing: nope...
20. Tattoos: none...
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: uhhh.....Jacob Cheong...
23. First Award: School Art Competition, School Choir Competition, National Art Award, State Art Competition, Country Art Competition..its true..I'm not bragging..*i showed TOA my award..XD when i first join..XDD ok..here i'm bragging*
24. First Sport You Joined: Running..dun ask..
25. First pet: Angel Fish..when i was a kid..i acted as the girl in Finding Nemo...yesh..they died..cos of me..XD
26. First Real Vacation: XD..when i had my first flight to Australia..ok besides UK..but that is different.
27. First Concert: Wah..i did not wor...but yumi chan wanted to give me tickets to Lee Hom Promo Tour..XDD..Lee Hom *fangirl scream*
28. First Love: urm...that was really really really long..O_O''' i cannot remember...i have a lot when i was young...mostly guys..XD.

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: NYahahahaha...brokeback mountain...XDDD...heath...heath..heath ledger..OMG..so charming..XDDD
30. TV Show: uh...dunno...-_-'''
31. Colors: Black, Orange, White.
32. Rapper: -_-'' dunno..
33. Band: Antique Cafe
34. Song Right Now: tekesuta kousen kurayami wo terasu hi by Antique Cafe..XDD
35. Friend: Kurikuri-K, Miuki-chan(Yuzue), saintaya-chan(shinku), Jamesie-chan(Dakarai,Prince Desiderus), Lavena-chan, melissa, sue, xiong(Koi), Lystia(kassie and her new twing-key), Constance Ooi(Yuki), Jin Lin(Sakaki,Isao), May.
36. Candy: Swiss Chocolate
37. Sport to Play: CC ...LOLx..ok..that is not sport..XDDD
38. Restaurant: KIM GARY...XDDDD
39. Favorite brand to wear: ?? i dun have fav...
40. Store: where is yaoi manga sell?? LOLz...Kinokuniya, MPH, urm...
41. School Subject: -_-''' anything to do with markers...XDDD
42. Animal: Kawaii and chibi pets..XDD
43. Book: YAOI...XD.
44. Magazine: Anything with Gackt piccy...\(OwO)/
45. Shoes: Formal..XD Boots..XDD

___Currently___

46. Feeling: Hungry
47. Single or Taken?: Single..i need a seme..XDD
48. Have a crush: Lots..my avatar..no.1..XDD
49. Eating: T_T
50. Drinking: T_T
51. Typing: Duh
52. Online?: DUH
53. Listening To: O_O''' my iTunes..XD
54. Thinking About: Eclair and Esmeralda..XD and Eva's new outfit..how the heck am I gonna cough up cash..summore wanna save on Esmeralda..>.<
55. Wanting To: Have money..T_T take care of my babiess...bring them home
56. Watching: LCD screen
57. Wearing: -_-''specs..-_-''

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: ugh..kids...-_-''
59. Want to be Married?: sigh..married..i wish..
61. Where do you want to live: Anyway but malaysia.
62. Car: BMW Z4, Mercedes CLS500..yeah...i have them..XD..but cannot use..need to renew my license..T_T

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex ___

Guy/Girl: GUY!!!
63. Hair color: Brown with caramel color..XD
64. Hair length: sigh..anything..i wanna stroke his hair..
65. Eye color: Sea green...sigh..midnite blue..sigh
66. Measurements: ahh..gackt kind..XD.
67. Cute or Sexy: Bishie...
68. Lips or Eyes: kissable lips..dreamy eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: NYaaahhh....warm hugs..hawt kisses
70. Short or Tall: urm..i'm kinda tall di...urm..not to say very short..or taller than me..right anime proportion..XD.
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing..i dun want a boring person.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: sigh..i want a dreamy person...sigh
73. Fatty or Skinny: Gackt size..not to muscular not to skinny..Gackt will do...sigh..
74. Sensitive or Loud: as long he is bishie...
75. Hook-up or Relationship: ANything....!!!!
76. Sweet or Caring: ALL...
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Sigh..i'm in love with my dreamy guy..shhh...dun disturb me..>.<

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: yeah..ex-s
79. Had Alcohol: yup
80. Smoked: eww no
81. Ran Away From Home: once
82. Broken a bone: nope
83. Got an X-ray: yeah..twice
84. Been with someone: i think so...
85. Broken Someone¡¯s Heart: dunno..
86. Broke Up With Someone: *nods*
87. Cried When Someone Died: *nods*
88. Cried At School: No...O_O'''

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: Yesh
90. Miracles: yesh
91. Love At First sight: Gackt
92. Ghosts: think so
93. Aliens: O_O'''
94. Soul Mates: uhh
95. Heaven: yeah *smile*
96. Hell: yeah
97. Angels: they exist
98. Kissing on The First Date: once
99. Horoscopes: nah

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't have?: Gackt..T_T

Tag: the usual people. (you know who u are..)

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Feelings:
Boring....>. Boring....>.
Rythmic Sounds:
Secret Garden by Gackt, Album: Rebirth
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Evangeline History Log: Vol. 1

Evangeline McDowell was born in the Spring of September 22nd, 1758, when bright flowers were blooming profusely, and the refreshing air that brings forth a sense of cheer and a spirit of merriment.

Evangeline was born in no ordinary family. Her father was a Vampire. He was the Count Dracula from Transvlynia, who moved to Ireland to find a lover, and he stumbled into a lovely human, the woman to whom he married.

Later, when Evangeline’s mother gave birth to her, she put a spell onto herself. This spell was to shield her family from having to suffer her fate of loving a vampire; however as the days went by that spell was slowly transformed into a curse. According to this curse each woman in their family line would turn into a vampire if she looked at a full moon at the time when their birth mother passed away.

Evangeline’s mother gave birth to two lovely children, one of them was Evangeline and the other was also a girl named, Esmeralda. Her mother knowingly knew that her daughters were hybrids; that was they were half human, and half vampire. Her father, the Count himself has other women whom he betrothed.

Besides Esmeralda, Evangeline had two half brothers and a half sister who were not born by her birth mother. When Evangeline was14, her younger sister was two and at that time their mother passed away. And sure enough the curse of the spell that her mother had put upon herself began to take effect.

After the death of their mother, her sister Esmeralda was sent to another family in UK and was brought up there while Evangeline was brought up by another family somewhere in Ireland. So, they were separated.

Evangeline was brought up in a good family that gave her all the love she needs. When she attended school, everybody treated her normally. But as the days grew by, her family wondered why she did not seem to age. She was able to maintain the same facial features of her youthfulness and her height did not seem to change either. Although the family began to sense something usual about her, they still gave her good care and their love.

One night, her adopted mother asked her to throw some rubbish away. That night; it was a full moon night. She went out to throw the rubbish but she looked straight at the moon and suddenly something happened!

A change came upon her. Suddenly fangs appeared and her countenance changed into an evil look. Her fingernails began to grow too. It grew longer and sharper and she became taller as well. She screamed when she saw these changes taking place on her body. Her screams had a piercing pitch that could easily pierce the ears of any mortal beings. It also sounded cold and eerie. Her adopted parents rushed out of the house to check what had happened to their daughter and they saw the change on her.

They were frightened and immediately ran back into the house locking the doors behind them. Meanwhile a strange urge came upon Evangeline. She felt a hunger for blood and she went around the neighborhood searching for a victim.

Her neighbor, James Patterson who came home late that night was the perfect victim. That night he ended up in a pool of blood his own blood -dead! After that night, the people in that village decided that Evangeline must be punished for this heinous deed. The punishment was that she would be placed into a coffin and then buried alive.

She felt upset. She thought that the people around her have treated her bitterly. Worst of all was her adopted parents. They seemed to have willingly gave in to the people and did not anything protect her. So she was place into a coffin but it was not buried. Instead they decided to place it in a cave far from the village.

Years pass by and in year 2003 an explorer went into the cave in search of evidences about some legends about that village and he stumbled upon Evangeline’s coffin. Curiously, he opened the coffin and found a little girl, pale skin but still very much alive. He then took her back to his house. He introduced Evangeline to his son, Dakarai.

Though they knew something was odd about Evangeline, they did not mind adopting her. So unknowingly they had adopted a vampire hybrid into the family.

As for Evangeline she was very happy indeed to meet Dakarai who began to play with her and care for her. Dakarai was the only person realized that state of loneliness. It seemed he was also able to understand her feelings very well. As the days passed, their bond grew stronger. Soon they lived like real brothers and sisters.

A year later and on January the 1st 200 ? when Evangeline woke up she found her brother, Dakarai had gone. Soon she learned that Dakarai had run away from home.

Knowing that one day when the next full moon appears, she would turn into a murderess vampire and not wanting to relive the pain she had gone through she decided to run away and go on a search for her missing brother.

It was a long search and she became lonely, tired and hungry, as she had to move from one country to another and it was at this juncture of her life that I, Yoshikuni Tsubasa ran into her.

Evangeline was lying in the streets looking tired and sick. It was then she became mine. I was then the friend of Evangeline McDowell. She wanted to have a family, someone who could care for her and also to help her in search for Dakarai, her long lost adopted brother.

End of Vol. 1
By: Yoshikuni Tsubasa

Feelings:
-_- -_-'' :done my research
Rythmic Sounds:
阿呆祭-アホまつり- By Miyavi, Album: 雅-miyavizm-主義
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Well...its not just any songs...its An Cafe..LOLz..
Its now stuck in my head...-_-''''

An Cafe - Wagamama Koushinkyouku [Lyrics]

UTSU UTSU URARA no komoriuta zutto kiiterya o-sekkiyou
mibae bari bakari no KATAGOTO DARAKE

iyaiya nageyari jinsei wo zutto mitsumerya chiheisen
ikisaki wakarazu CHINPUN kanbun

nami ni nomareru yori nami ni sakaratte yukou
kuchibiru kamishimete saa ima kono shunkan ni

boku wa jibun tsukurou yori KAKKO tsukeru yori
ari no manma ga daiji desu sora wo muite arukou
yume ni egaita shiawase dake no mainichi dake de iin janai?
negau no wa jiyuu dakara
jibun tsukurou yori KAKKO tsukeru yori
ari no manma ga daiji desu sora wo muite arukou

kiteretsu go-geretsu go-ane you keiken ninzuu ikutsu na no?
zatto yatta 94 jinmoku

kiteretsu go-geretsu go-ane you keiken ninzuu ikutsu na no?
zatto yatta no oboetenainai

Woo Oh without you Oh without you Oh Yeah Yeah...
Woo Oh without you Oh without you Oh Yeah Yeah...

nami ni nomareru yori nami ni sakaratte yukou
kuchibiru kamishimete saa ima kono shunkan ni

boku wa jibun tsukurou yori KAKKO tsukeru yori
ari no manma ga daiji desu sora wo muite arukou
yume ni egaita shiawase dake no mainichi dake de iin janai?
negau no wa jiyuu dakara

"jiyuu to iu na no hoshi no moto ni!!"

wagamama wo iu no mo ii janai datte mada o-ko-sama nan dakara

arehateta kono sekai ni hitsuyou na mono wa subete
hitobito ga sorezore ni motteiru kara
arehateta kono sekai ni hitsuyou na mono wa subete
hitobito ga shunkan ni kaete yuku kara

zutto suki na kotoshite boku wa tada utau

La La La... La La La...

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LOLZ!!! DOTA RAWKS>...<.. I GOT PAWNED T_T
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Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger

What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world
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You Should Drive a Bentley Azure

You're all flash, and you love to show off to anyone who will watch.
And you're such a high roller, this is just one car of many for you...
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HASH(0x8b4e06c)
The Guys that are Attracted to You are...Depressed

Ones. They tend to know how you feel since

other People don't know them Much. Both of

you would HAte each other the First time you

Two meet, but Later in the Relationship, It

would probably become stronger. You two would

probably meet each other in a casual place,

Like School. You would probably Hate him, but

he may be Cute. He would probably act

different in front of you than other Girls

since you are Kind of Like him.


What kind of Guy is Attracted to you? .://With Anime Couple Pics//:.
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Ruki
Wild and outgoing you carry your own personality

and don't care what anyone else thinks...and

everyone loves you for that XD


Which member of Gazette are you?
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